My decision

I've decided to give the new job a try. I'm still worried about it, and I'm a compulsive worrier, so I'll have to work on figuring out how to stay focused on what I need to be doing rather than obsessing about the future. But I just can't see staying with the same old safe, awful thing. I just don't like to turn down opportunity.

This may mean I don't blog as often, as I'll be busy getting used to the new job, but I hope it doesn't mean cutting back too much, as I can't even tell you how much fun it's been to write here every day.

But I still can't think about books. I might try to settle down with a novel this afternoon, but when big events loom over me, I just can't concentrate on reading. I'm hoping I get back to a more normal state soon.